I'm very relieved.
Finally, finally I was able to take my stand and say something, let out some of the things I've been keeping in for all this time.
And like her, you turned a deaf ear. But it's ok. I'm still glad I stood my ground and got it out. And that's what counts.
I'm sorry for being disrespectful but I'm not sorry for what I told you. I may go to hell for being so disrespectful, and to be honest, you'll never lose my love but you will never gain my respect again. But I don't take anything back.
I'm still smiling through these tears.
=)
I've always been so intimidated by you, fearing you because you're so big a presence in my life. And you still are, but now I can finally feel that I exist somewhat in that overwhelming presence of yours.
Before, I just broke down right from the start. It was all one-sided with you shouting at me and me cowering away.
Now, at least I managed to answer to you and tell you some of the things that I kept bottled up all this time.
Yes, I'm smiling. Because even though you broke me down again in the end, for the first few minutes, I felt stronger than I've ever felt before when I am with you.
So I thank whoever, whatever that gave me the strength, or rashness, to say those things. And ironically, though this is the first time I've had such a big row with you, I'm truly happy.
I will continue to work on it, so maybe one day we can get through to each other.
I won't give in just yet.
Love you,
~*JJ*~
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
My Stand
Ex Oh:: ~*JJ*~ at 10:43 PM 1 commentz
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Moonlight Serenade 2
Pretty girls
I love heels! Makes me feel tall! See, I'm almost the same as Ann!
She's cute AND sexy!
Shu Lin's birthday! I liked hers and Jin Yee's dresses. It'd be the type I'd buy if I didn't go crazy and buy pink before.
More of them! Coz they're just so sweet together!
Don't angry with me Soon! Here.
:P
5 B King and Queen (Jing Yi's dress! *heart*)
Hot dancing!
Our table again! So many people who usually don't wear dress were there. Yvonne looked hot too!
Will update if I get more photos. Overall, this cost me less than 150 (not including ticket). I'm so proud of myself! =)
Crap, just realized I deleted the photo of some sweaty people from the dance floor. Cool, my feet didn't hurt so much this time.
Memories,
~*JJ*~
P.S. :
Yeah, it's love alright.
Oh, and...
JONATHANIEL LIAO PEPEE LIKO TICTAC
- Eugene (Mole)
Ex Oh:: ~*JJ*~ at 9:30 PM 4 commentz
Labels: events, friendship, mpt5, prom
Moonlight Serenade
Yes, I find the management of this event disgraceful. We did NOT pay last but somehow ended up with the last table which was situated behind a giant pillar.
The performances were mostly mediocre? But with a few exceptions. Food wasn't too bad. Pei Wen was the only one at our table to get any prize at all from the lucky draw. I saw an owl, so kawaii~!
And someone chickened out. You know who you are. Grr...
Oh, and yes Shin Ying. Diane was so darn cuuuuuuuute! *glomps Di3Di3*
A pic Pok took when I just arrived. Initially, I scolded him to delete it but now I think it's cool. Makes me look so dramatic (though still retarded), like I'm one of those soap characters about to slap my cheating boyfriend.
W00t! Yeah!
Need to cut my nails D:
One word: awesome
It’s like totally made of utter coolness. Oh Em Gee! I think I’ve developed a bow fetish. Lawls.
Our table
Diane and Vit *coughpnthilahamcough*
Don't they look sweet together? They always reminded me of Troy and Gabriella (btw, HSM3 isn't as bad as I thought though some parts are kinda dark for a Disney movie. Young Troy and Chad are so cute!) since Jo is so sweet and Ed is all basketball dude.
He looks good. Kinda...
I put this up coz I thought David looked kinda like a mob boss :P
First dish, we were so hungry we ate the chili first. Lol.
Poser sial
I'll get the rest of the photos up in the next post. Computer is in hate me mode again.
Till then,
~*JJ*~
Ex Oh:: ~*JJ*~ at 6:04 PM 1 commentz
Labels: events, friendship, mpt5, prom