Tolling Bells

I do not like funerals.

They're tediously long and they make me think troublesome thoughts.

Like how I'd thought that it was easy to let go. But it's not, not really. Everytime I'm handed some sort of physical proof, it hits me again.

Just small things, such as the letter from the college staff or packing in some white tops or looking at the empty bed. Not easy.

I worry about mum sometimes too.

Lovezz,

~*JJ*~