Me Three!

First.

More updates on my disgusting red eyes! Yay.

*does half-hearted cheer*

NO, DON'T GO. I swear I won't put up scary pictures anymore.

Really, cross my heart and hope to, er...












BOO.

Ok fine, I lied.

But I'm just bitter and restless from being cooped up too long while others are out there having fun and being all not-red-eyed. I'd rather be working than stuck here and that's saying something.

And yeah, I know. It's so freaky now right? That's my right eye, a.k.a. my worse eye. AND now the discharge has become crusty and sticky so it seals my eye shut after a nap. T_T

But it's been a week and the doctor said it takes about two weeks so maybe it's peaking now and will get better.

Kinda like a bell graph? Oh, I don't know. -.-

Overall, I look like this.

BOO (again)

Well you can't really see how small and red they are here but they are red. Like poke-your-eyes-till-they-bleed red.

Please also ignore the very bad skin because I have like zero mood to take care of myself anymore. Even my nails are chipping and my lips are chapped but I don't care.

All I can think about is these damn eyes.

At least I'm not alone.

Though please note their use of the singular noun 'eye' and not the plural 'eyes'. So yes, to continue the series of self-pitying rants, I am still worst off.

Since I am in self-quarantine and the TV is no longer entertaining enough to hold my attention, I came up to use the laptop.

And to those worriers who seem more distraught about my eyes than I myself am, I only plan to use it for two hours max!

Not like there's anything to do online anyway because imagine my delight when I found out I can't even log into Facebook due to site maintainence.

No new updates for manga and celeb gossip.

Sims 2 got boring already.

And I got tired of books. O.O

Yeah, person who used to read for days and days non-stop, who read the Deathly Hallows possibly more than fifty times, got bored of books.

What do I do with you guys?

Ok actually I've already read most of them. But I just don't have the mood to finish them up. And when have I ever left an unread novel, unread?

I feel so bleh, like my spirit to do anything interesting has flown away along with the whites of my eyes.

Anyways, I still totally recommend If You Could See Me Now. (I finally OWN the book!!!one11!!!)

It supposedly didn't get good reviews but I think it's the best Ahern book ever! I love love love Ivan! He's just so awesome!

And I even like the uptight Elizabeth! She just needed a break, and then Ivan appeared. :D

It possibly wasn't well received because the ending wasn't some typical girl gets the guy, he beds her and they have hot steamy smex in the end like most novels.

Get your free bag with two Cecelia Ahern novel purchases!

People probably didn't expect so little mushy lovey dovey stuff after reading PS. I Love You.

Don't get me wrong, I love that book too (especially when he books her a holiday! T__T) but it's 'aww..' content totally differs from If You Could See Me Now.

I guess it's because the novel deals with many other issues too. Most of her novels are like that.

Really, at the part Elizabeth flashbacks to when she first ran out to find her mother, I couldn't stop crying. It was just so sad for her. T___T

Hmmm, wonder if I can cry this red eye thing out.

So yeah, now I'm stuck with nothing to do.

After building a model of my real home on Sims, I just got bored of it. Sims always like that, play for abit then get bored. Then suddenly semangat play again. Then bored again. -____-

But I really like the house! It's so freakishly similar!

Ok, almost. I couldn't get it exactly right, and I might have gone a little nuts about the garden. But I'm really proud of it!

But look at the insides!

And upstairs!

The only really different part was the foyer. Had to change it abit since this isn't a semi-d.

I even did the verandah!

But I really love the pond and the path leading to it. :D

See how similar I made the living room and dining room?

And the upstairs too! The family room couch and the study room chair are almost identical! Freaky.

Took me hours to get it right, which I think was what made my left eye red too.

I know, I'm so lifeless and stupid. TT__TT

Still nothing to do since FB is still down. All I can do is blog. Shall go watch Rent on PPS and maybe more sxephil on Youtube.

Anyone know where to buy a life?

P.S.:

So colourful! First time I see so many countries visiting my blog lol.

P.P.S.: After this visit from my cousins, I feel less alone!

Their eyes are as bad as mine! And they get crusty goo in the mornings too!

But wait, if they don't quarantine themselves in, how come I have to?!

Oh well, better safe then sorry. Seeing as already five of us got it (not including Megan herself), I wouldn't underestimate it's infectious-ness.

Drabble

Heylo!

Back, with more things to say whether you like it or not.

Firstly, I wish I could somehow NOT be present when our lecturers are giving back our exam marks.

Secondly, BOBBLEHEADS ROCK.

I totally forgot what's the name of this place (Little Taiwan? o.O) but the food is not too bad.

My mocha latte was niiice. :D

Though the mango juice is the weird thick type which no one actually likes.

My ducky noodles!

Presentation week for English!

For once, the boy wore formal! Mother is happy. C:

With slacks summore! Cute hor?????

I came on class half-asleep that day, and Yuen goes "OH MY GOD, SO CUTE!"

You are not to spazz over my outfit. Yes, I still can spazz over yours. Shoo.

I look veeeeeeery different according to Sir. =.=

Random reminder: Never order the miso soup at Sushi Tei again. Bluek.

Went for Jogoya, after like months. They've added some things to their buffet.

:D

Mei Mei! =)

My mei mei. :P

Their grilled mochi is to die for. So not exaggerating. Ok, maybe I am. But only a little!

Their glasses are weird. o.O

Haagen Daz Belgian Chocolate! Now THAT'S really to die for.

Wonder why I can't keep my diet? This isn't all the food we 11 people pluz 2 toddlers ate by the way, it is but the dishes from our final round.

The mural is finally done!

Yay!

And now that JB's hair has grown back a little, he look sooooooooo cute!

Like his puppy days!

Only thing is, he keeps making a ruckus everytime he catches a glimpse of me. Probably because I haven't taken him for his walks in over a week now.

Exams ok! D:

Laser beam eyes! *PIU PIU PIU!*

Ok lame. But it can't be helped, I might possibly be high on soda. =X

Oo oo, when you are studying for exams, cannot watch weight 1. No time to exercise but must snack to keep awake.

Neither is the stress good for complexion.

Plus, now we study not to gain knowledge but to pass these exams.

Therefore, exams = bad idea. We should just totally do away with it. Who's with me? :D

But still, here are some snackies to munch on while you're trying to cram a whole sem's worth of bio notes into your head.

Water crackers with melted cheese. Eat when the cheese is gooey, that's the best. =]

Famous Amos that the babe gave me. =)

POCKY RULEZ. MUST HAVE.

I just notice most of these snacks are chocolate. Hm...

Oh, and Pringles are coming up with seriously whacked out flavours.

That's the Dill Pickle and BBQ Chicken Wings ones.

I have learnt that I prefer my pickles as proper pickles and somewhere in the depths of my Subway sub.

Today we celebrated Sir's belated birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, old man SIR!

The movie we went to watch. Which was sweeeeeeet. :D

And helped us with our Bio reproductive chapter that we are having currently.

Three things:

Bulbasaur not bulbourethra
Blue penis instead of blue balls
Sticky like chewing gum or grape soda?

I suppose Sir does deserve some pity. =)

The other day, I was setting my playlist on shuffle and suddenly, an old song Dig It started to play.

It reminded me of the days where we sat in Pn Joyce's house and debated over literary plots and authors' intentions etc.

One of the novels we did for English Literature was Holes.

Read it. Seriously.

It is a cool book.

Disney even made it into a movie, starring Shia Labeouf.

If it's Disney and it had Shia in it, then you know it's awesome.

The movie followed the plot closely enough for me to be satisfied, because honestly, I can't stand those movies that go off in a totally different direction. *coughHarryPottercough*

But this was nice. Though Stanley wasn't fat, X-Ray wasn't skinny. Zero is still awesome. :P

And the guy that acted as him is super cute too! And his voice! Squeeeeeeee~!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ybjSSExktzI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j6yhtffOtjw

These two songs are really good. In Dig It, you can hear Zero's voice! And he even gets a solo!

For If Only, you'd have to read the book or watch to understand the lyrics.

My favourite parts are the links between the past and the present timeline in the novel. But I haven't gotten the semi-sequel yet. D:

Another good movie that I random flicked on some afternoon:

It's not action packes nor drama-ridden but it's worth the watch.

Especially the teenage daughter and the estranged father bonding. So beautiful.

Yes, I cried.

Plus, it got me addicted to its emo country music. T______T

The daughter was played by Lindsey Haun who is so pretty!!!!

Right right?

Ok, she was three years ago in the movie. But she looks o.O now.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yOvwwUISiWM

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8PN47fdLuUY

Broken and Broken Bridges (OST)

I just love the lyrics for these four songs. Lyrics are like the most important part to me. And these are just lovely.

Don't know why Blogger is being a bitch again and I can't upload the vids. Oh well, Youtube has them anyway.

Ok, need sleep.

Night world.

Lovezz,

~*JJ*~

Commit

I reeeaally need to buck up.

Trials are next week but I don't seem to be able to do anything about it.

My brain is either screaming at my body to open a book to read but it does nothing whatsoever to comply or when I finally do flip open a Bio book, the info just does not get into my brain.

It's like my brain and body are fighting each other.

That sucks.

I want to do well and my mum has told me the requirements to get into what I want but why don't I feel motivated at all?

It's the procrastinator in me, I'm sure. And I'm shameful to say, I can't fight it.

Studies are my top priority at the moment, no matter what I say about fun and Jack being the dull dude and all.

I really have to put in effort and start doing my revision or I know I'll definitely regret it come next March.

My mp4 needs to drown in a tank of whatever will make mp4's suffer the most. It just suddenly vanished off about 5o++ (that's plus plus mind you) of my songs!

So now, I'm left to download all of them again. Which I am in no mood to do so as my computer is slow as hell.

Read the short version of The Godfather. Now I want to get my hands on the long version but I tell myself to wait till after SPM. Just like I'm waiting for Fated To Love You (qiu hui!).

And also a novel Vei Lynn lent me: Midori by Moolight. Not too bad.

The story was predictable in certain aspects but not in others. And OMG, the desserts decribed in it.

I want to eat them. NOW.

See?! I'm reading a story book when I should be studying! Not to mention watching TV and surfing the net. T.T

Went jogging but didn't feel very well after the first lap. Felt like barfing. Might be the pears and durian (so fattening!) I ate right before.

Not to mention my breath still smells of durians. Need mints!

And I spent 20 lousy bucks on some obsure branded beauty product. Which didn't work! D=

Study study. Really must study.

Note to self: Self pep talks are not just cheesy, they're useless too.

Study!!!,

~*JJ*~

P.S. : Some people should take a hint!