My Very Own IMMD

Ohmygoshohmygoshohmygosh.

I got into University of Queensland for Vet Science! :DDDDD

May I stress again how nearly impossible it is to get in? Nearly everyone was already comforting me and telling me how hard it is before any notice even came from the universities that I almost lost hope myself.

But hah! I still got in. Wheeeeeeeeeee~!

Now, the problem with the extremely high fees... Anyone know any good scholarships open about now?

P.S.: Please don't let me get so close to my dream and then crush it unpredictably into pieces.

Numbers

As far as I'm concerned, I never want to see another number in my life ever again.

Ok maybe that's a teeny bit too drastic. Let's say, I never want to see another cheque in my life ever again.

Unless it's addressed to me of course.

Oh who am I kidding? I'm going to have to work there again soon.

What really screwed me over was the fact that they didn't even count my first hour working. Ash said that's their 'training hour'. Fuck, my training lasted two minutes and I started working right away.

Pft, cheapskates.

Plus, the new maid is so terrible (not really her fault, more of the agency's?) we're not taking her and mum's dissing me again.

Is it so hard to ask for just a little bit of acknowledgement? I don't even want to hope for appreciation. And I can handle myself thank you. Also, no need to be so catty, I know my back is horribly acne-scarred.

But today also very stressful for her la.

Also the fact that I'm pretty much settled to go for Nutrition and Dietetics. Seriously, it's not that I don't have interest in it, I do. It's just that I'd love to do vet science so so much more.

But unless a hard-to-earn place in the uni and about 3 quarters of a million ringgit fell from the sky into my lap, I don't see that happening anytime soon.

On the plus side, I finally got my pay for the promoting gig some weeks ago. AND I finally got my own proper Maybank savings account without any joint crap or whatever.

And the card is super cute! Cherries omg!

Maybank damn easy leh! Walk in straightaway got counter asking me what assistance do I need.
Lucky for me because to be honest, I'm really really blur when it comes to these things.

And Mousehunt always amuses me with the festive changes they come up with.

Like I saw that I'd caught an Archer Mouse but the picture was really unfamiliar so I thought it was a new breed.

Turns out it's just them celebrating CNY.

Or Valentine's. Poor Steel Mouse. D:

But the one that took the cake were the Dwarf mice.

Awwwww~!

I wants roses, gimme!

So yeah, my job is crappy, I just finished promoting and there are no camps to faci at this time of the year. How to get moneyyy?

I did see some other job offer in a pet shop and I'm really tempted to call them up and see. Only thing is, I think it's full time and even if mum thinks it's good training for me, I'm just to darn lazy. -___-

But I went there the other day and OMG, I really really want to work with animals!

We saw (ok fine, I saw coz Dav was too lazy to move) lots and lotsa doggies! Oh gosh, I love baby animals, I really really do. T___T

No photography was allowed but there were some really cute breeds like the Pomeranian whom I never knew could be soooooo kawaii!!!

(Much spazzing up ahead. Ok not really, but lotsa cute pics of dogs, cats and -ahem- rodents. YHBW!)

See see see??????

White one!

Maltese!

They are teh loooove!

*cuddles*!!

And of course, SHIH TZU.

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!

*SQUISH SQUISH*

Tell me who can resist them??

Cocker spaniels!

Whom JB somehow resembles now with his semi-long fur.

Yorkshire terriers!

Awwwww....

And though I like toy breeds, some large breeds are totally awesome as well.

The Golden Retriever!

Omg, I love it when doggies do that hiding in their paws thing!

Funny breeds like Bedlington terrier!

Bet some sicko got bored one day and decided to force mate a dog and a lamb.

But still cute in it's own sheepy way.

And a Bolognese!

OHAI

I always thought you were some sort of pasta to eat. What does bolognese mean then?

German shepherds!

'We be lining up to take a photo!'

But my favourite large breed is the Saint Bernard!

And their puppies are soooooo omfgtehcute!

Hee hee~

Aside from that, the pet shop also had other things like bunnies!

Omg, I love love love baby bunnies!

And kitties! Yay, kitties!

Lol, no worries. Cat is still in the bag.

Yeah, I know it was lame. =.=

Looks like one of those LOLcats. O.o

I don't know much about cat breeds but I remember that I used to be so obsessed over the Balinese I saw in Petworld magazine.

Cute right?

Sugar gliders are so sweet!

And then there are terrapins and tortoises.

But you know what? I've always wanted a gerbil.

Gerbils are really teh awesome. I mean look at the faces and tails and hind legs!

I would really love to work around animals. Some day, some day.

Shoot, that stupid Someday My Prince Will Come song is stuck in my head! Of all the Disney songs. I hate Snow White. Bluek.

ANYWAYS, I saved the best pet for last.

Really awesome doggy that I love soooo much along with Shaggy.

Jellybean! LUFF LUFF LUFF!

Lovezz,

~*JJ*~

P.S.: People who get to do laser eye surgery should really just be quiet and not turn into a spineless pansy halfway through. You're so lucky to get to do it so don't complain anymore you ungrateful bitch.

Nut up or shut up.

April Fools =P

Happy April Fools Day!

Didn’t play many pranks anyway, just a few lame ones. No mood, bleh.

To sum up my life as it is now is to quote my friend Ian: Busy busy busy


Formal wear for 2 days straight killed me. I so suck.

I had to cut nails short short, remove nail polish, tattoo and pin hair nice nice, etc.

So goody goody. =D

Remember those pretty silver shoes? I think they killed my feet. -.-

AND YUEN, YOU CAN RUN BUT YOU CAN’T HIDE FOREVER.

I WILL GET YOU IN A SKIRT AND MAKE YOU CAMWHORE SOME DAY.

=D

Oh and, HAPPY SEXY 17th BIRTHDAY!

Muakz! You are old now too! =P

Btw, BLUEBERRIES!

Muahahahaha…

Anyways, yesterday has JPA interview. My panel was okay, not too tension and the interviewers were nice.

Shirt says: LITTLE MISS BIRTHDAY

Cool. =D

Somehow I like this pic alot

Thanks to YY for lending me the awesome bowtie (which I used as a tie). So silky 1 leh!

But those are so not counted as photos! Cool t-shirt though. xD

After interview, went Mid Valley with dad and then came back to find I had some sort of rash.

AND I REFUSE TO BELIEVE I AM ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING.

I HAVE NEVER BEEN ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING AND WILL NOT START NOW. SO THERE. NYAH.

Being allergic would mean I have to watch what I eat, and that I am limited. I will not be limited by allergies of all things! Rawr~!

Bio class. Sir wishes to remain anonymous mah.

Forgot scietific name of this already ^.^"

Then today had Malaysian Studies presentation. Formal again. -.-

The group before us was a bit long, but damn geng. Got my geng A-levels friend as a member. No harap la.

AND they were doing the SAME TOPIC.

*cue dramatic music*

The lecturer was like: “Ok, lets see the difference between the two groups now.”

WTF. Way to take away the comparison factor.

Overall ok la, and Sam’s ears wasn’t that red. Lol. We did Teaching of Mathematics and Science in English.

Earlier, we had a bio experiment.

AGAR CUBES HAVE NEVER BEEN SO COOL.

Originally pink because the base changes the indicator colour in the agar cubes. They were dunked into acid.

The acid neutralizes the base and turns the phenolphtalein colourless.

Slow diffusion


Sliced open. COOL RIGHT?

This is way cooler than the one we did in Form 5 with the potato and some dye (I think?). I had cool red fingertips for a few days though. XD

Egeria cells as seen through microscope after plasmolysing.

My onion cells. Never knew you could take pics through microscope!

Oh, and my bio lecturer has a blog too. *giggles*

BTW, JON. I WILL NOT FORGET THE PROMISE.

You break it, you die.

Friendship gone. Trust broken. Down the drain. Kaput. Over. (pressure you a bit xD)

јоиєяdтнаи (ѕнікє) says:
i put my balls on the line that wont happen again

јоиєяdтнаи (ѕнікє) says:
it was stupid of me that time

јоиєяdтнаи (ѕнікє) says:
like i said, half year older edi

~*JJ*~ says:
U PROMISE THAT U EAT HD WITH ME FIRST

јоиєяdтнаи (ѕнікє) says:
yealar i promise la

Haagen Daz’s Belguim Chocolate. Yum… =9

I wanted to blog about something else, but lets forget about it now.

Maybe someday. =)

Busy,

~*JJ*~

P.S.: Lost all my blog links! Anyone I forgot to add again?

P.P.S.: I am going for David Archuleta's concert! Screw parental consent!

Road Not Taken?

Two roads diverge in the yellow wood of my life.

Which do I choose?

On the one hand, if (and it's a really big IF as the entry requirement is very high) I do get the matriculation for vet science, I'll get to do what I've been wanting to do for ages.

The cons are that I'll have to up and go from KDU which I feel like I've settled in so well with my friends and teachers. I've got books, my student card and lab lockers already.

Also, I'll be studying for about 5-6 years in a local U. I would really like to try to get out of this country and live independently for a while.

And even IF I do get in, I'll have to maintain my grades. Once there are signs of deterioration, you're out. If that happened, I'd be lost and it'd be a waste of a year.

But if I don't go, then I'll be stuck doing something I'm only half-hearted in achieving. I'll be giving up this really great opportunity.

I think in the end, I know which path I will choose: to do mat in vet science.

But at the same time, I feel as if I'll be giving up something huge to me, not academic-wise but for myself.

But as Jon said, I can always settle down again.

The only way I'll turn this opportunity down is if:

- Physics and not Bio is a cumpulsory subject. I cannot cope with that subject and I'm not being self-depreciating but being realistic.

- It's in BM. My BM is horrible, I'll never be able to handle it and get the grades needed. But checked already, it's in English.

- I don't get chosen. Not much of an option, is it? -.-

I'll be upset to get chosen, because I know what I will have to do. Yet, if I'm not, I'll be far more devastated. Weighting my priorities at the moment.

I mean, see how much fun I have in Bio classes?

Mr Jefri was sick so he couldn't do an experiment with us and let us do this instead. It was still pretty fun.

The atoms and bonds become...

A pentose sugar or a frustose...

Or a galactose molecule...

Which paired with a alpha-glucose, becomes a lactose molecule

(see the green oxygen bond?)

Water molecules!

Sam's alpha-maltose and my lactose = oligosaccharide

(chunted word right?!)

Lee Wei, YY, Sam's and my molecules all become some unknown

polysaccharide! (since got 8 molecules liao)

Cellulose molecule (made up of beta-glucose)

See how much Bio rocks over Phy? Hehe... *runs*

Decision-making: not my strong point.

Pathways,

~*JJ*~

P.S. : Added new pics in CNY piccies!

Choices choices

I really don't quite care anymore.

You know what? I'll just go be a fucking shopkeeper for a kedai runcit ok?

Parents are suggesting things like pharmacy and dentistry when all I really want to do is vet science.

JJ says:
summore dad suggested dentistry

I do not have some strange desire to see mouths dripping with saliva for the rest of my life thank you very much.

јоиатнаи says:
yea

јоиатнаи says:
bad breath

JJ says:
anyway

JJ says:
parents are deciding for me and frankly i just wanna get it overy with

JJ says:
so i'll just go push them into nutrition or something

јоиатнаи says:
swt

јоиатнаи says:
what are ur other options leh

јоиатнаи says:
tell me dentistry oso i laugh =.=

Yes, plus bad breath.

I really do feel like 'frankly i just wanna get it overy with'.

Probably try to choose something bio or animal related then get some job, send my sis off to uni by then and save up enough to open a pet shop. Maybe marine bio or nutrition.

And just heard mum suggesting Monash to dad downstairs. Now talking to her friend about universities. -.-

Off to insist on a decision tonight. No more 'you should keep your options open' crap.

Toodles,

~*JJ*~

P.S. : Hehe, discount for Mr. Mole on HUSKEHS at my shop but only if I get to eat free!

When I Grow Up

The other day, I was talking with mummy in the car.

We were discussing further career options and academic pathways and all that stuff.

My parents aren't really supportive about my ambition. Admittedly, it isn't the smoothest road nor the most risk-free. But hey, it's my dream and it isn't that unreasonable.

So what if I choose a career that comes across to those 'frogs in a well' as unorthodox? Or my second choice isn't the most stable one around?

It's what I want to do, what I believe I will enjoy doing. I want to do this.

I get it that money is important in this world. Can't really live without money nowadays, not like those cavemen days where all you need to do was kill another cavemen, steal his femur, then go hunt a dinosaur or something.



And my choice will either crash and burn or provide a steady income.

But it's my choice so let me make it. I will bear whatever Karma decides to throw at me, be it good or bad.

Which reminds me, money issues.

*BEEP*

I don't think I'm ready to face it yet. I don't know how or what I am going to do, seriously. Just when I have a plan nicely laid out, someone or another will come and trample all over it again.

With spiked shoes to boot.

Nowadays, so many things are happening (and I'm not just talking about my future), I feel like hiding under a rock myself.



I think I'm gonna join those people who don't want to grow up. Stay a kid forever more.

Sounds awesome.

Kid,

~*JJ*~


P.S. : Screw Periodic Tables. Oh, and Spongebob rocks! :D

P.P.S. : I actually hate that PCD song.

Commit

I reeeaally need to buck up.

Trials are next week but I don't seem to be able to do anything about it.

My brain is either screaming at my body to open a book to read but it does nothing whatsoever to comply or when I finally do flip open a Bio book, the info just does not get into my brain.

It's like my brain and body are fighting each other.

That sucks.

I want to do well and my mum has told me the requirements to get into what I want but why don't I feel motivated at all?

It's the procrastinator in me, I'm sure. And I'm shameful to say, I can't fight it.

Studies are my top priority at the moment, no matter what I say about fun and Jack being the dull dude and all.

I really have to put in effort and start doing my revision or I know I'll definitely regret it come next March.

My mp4 needs to drown in a tank of whatever will make mp4's suffer the most. It just suddenly vanished off about 5o++ (that's plus plus mind you) of my songs!

So now, I'm left to download all of them again. Which I am in no mood to do so as my computer is slow as hell.

Read the short version of The Godfather. Now I want to get my hands on the long version but I tell myself to wait till after SPM. Just like I'm waiting for Fated To Love You (qiu hui!).

And also a novel Vei Lynn lent me: Midori by Moolight. Not too bad.

The story was predictable in certain aspects but not in others. And OMG, the desserts decribed in it.

I want to eat them. NOW.

See?! I'm reading a story book when I should be studying! Not to mention watching TV and surfing the net. T.T

Went jogging but didn't feel very well after the first lap. Felt like barfing. Might be the pears and durian (so fattening!) I ate right before.

Not to mention my breath still smells of durians. Need mints!

And I spent 20 lousy bucks on some obsure branded beauty product. Which didn't work! D=

Study study. Really must study.

Note to self: Self pep talks are not just cheesy, they're useless too.

Study!!!,

~*JJ*~

P.S. : Some people should take a hint!