Bundle of Nerves

That should be about right.

I don't like waiting for exam results. Or any results. It's not something that sits well with me. I get all jittery and nervous and rant-y and I don't know what else.

I feel worthless and useless and stupid and foolish, which I actually am because hell knows why I freak out after exams and not before, when the freaking out would actually be a useful tool to motivate me to actually study.

But noooo, I have to relax till the last minute and procrastinate like hell and sit for the exam and do badly and emo after that and die when I get my results and regret and promise myself to study harder and more consistently next time and then forget about it till the last hours before exam where I'm cramming like hell again and wondering what the fuck happened to that promise.

And the vicious cycle repeats itself thus.

Argh, this is so not fun.

I want my results dammit! Waiting is so not something I can do gracefully without pacing and monologue-ing.

This is in addition to the fact that nearly everyone (except a very very VERY minor group of students) actually didn't do very well. Considering the fact that they actually prepare themselves much better beforehand, I am ABSOLUTELY CONFIDENT... that I flunked it.

Ah crap.

And yes, I am currently binging on cheese right now. It was the only thing I could find in my fridge.

Shall get McD later before class starts. Coke soothes my nerves. Or numbs it into a constant state of hyperness and nothing else. I think. I don't know. Because I'm stupid.

Okay okay, I can face this. *deep breath*

I can blog normally. Though no one even reads this drivel anymore. Feh.

*switch*

So remember the unfinished model I posted up the other day?

Here it is! :D

It's so darn miniature and so darn awesome OMG if only there were tiny people living in it.

They'd be sitting on the couch and chatting in tiny little voices! :DDDD

I mostly took the furniture.

The pics of the whole thing I put up here because he deserves, it being his model and all.

OMG CUTE TINY SINK.

Ventilation? Since this is supposed to be in Genting I think.

MY FAV OF ALL: TINY TOILET BOWL. WHEEE~!

SO BLARDY CUTE OMG.

He did another model (which is here) last time, which he just blogged about too.

*switch*

New York Deli in 1U has awesome burgers.

Takde bacon.

Mine which is awesomer because it has bacon. :P

*switch*

Then went to the One World Hotel buffet for Janice's birthday! :D

They has new flavour.

But it's kinda yuck. Much prefer the original lovely dark chocolate.

More mentions of cheese in this post. :D

Ceasar salad which I like to mix in their huge wheel of cheese. (at least I think it's cheese)

Oysters were good that night.

Birthday girl! :)

Oh she loves her chocolate. :P

Okay, the raw food memang good that night.

Supposedly pasta with fish.

Lamb chop and potatoes! Is awesomesauce.

And yummy carbonara!

But best is still the culinary students that worked in KDU Square in Jan '09 la.

Dad being all happy happy joy joy because his doctor said he could finally screw the list and eat whatever he wants.

Note the giant bowl of ice kacang next to him. :P

Don't ask me why but my family likes to spam kuaci and almond flakes.

We're probably responsible for said two carton being empty.

Teppankyaki ice cream!

Nice guy who posed properly for the camera not there anymore. D:

After stuffing ourselves to the brim, we went back to celebrate mei mei's birthday!

Special box.

For special cake!

It's a happy train lol.

Family shot. :)

She's four! Wow, that was fast. o_O

It felt like time wasn't even flying, more like erm... teleportation.

Oh goodness, why did whatsisname have to put ideas of teleportation pods in my head? -.-

Present time!

Even one from her sister!

So cute! =3

Mummy helping her with her presents cuz she has so many! :D

Us to her, a Barbie!

And a house for her?

Not to be nostalgic, but doesn't this bring back memories? Lol.

Finally, from her parents! :D

New camera! :DDD

Megan so early also learn the skill liao. :P

Lucky Yann got a better shot of her.

I helped her open it since as usual, there were so many ties and tape.

Her very first Barbie doll!

This one punya hips are weird because it's fashioned so she can cross her legs while standing. Or are all Barbies like that now?

I haven't really seen one in ages. Omg, I feel so old. I'm 19! T___T

Lol, she can pose like Barbie already.

Busy with the new doll house.

Tiny cute blender lol!

There, your house is done, Shopping Barbie or whatever you're supposed to be.

Lookit at the tiny things!

Remote controller, drinks, iPod speakers and even nachos! LOLOL SO KYUTE.

Patiently brushing her hair. :)

*switch*

Random rubber bands we found in their house.

Pretty unique. Hmm....

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Heh. :P

I dunno why I like to greet people like that nowadays. Yes, with that :D face and all.

It's one of my phases I guess.

Better than my 'yo yo' phase which I think only Joanne can pull off.

Okay, I am done. Distraction is done. Back to facing reality and remembering how badly I screwed up my human physio test.

Hahahaha- *dies*

P.S.:

Dunno why I found this amusing. -.-

That's a play on Mount Rushmore by the way.

P.P.S.: Back reading fanfics. Don't know if I'll start writing again but we shall see.

P.P.P.S.: Shall rant about results here when I get them.

Added:: And the epitome of a life screw up would be me. Tada.

I'm sorry.