FFK

Yeah, fong fei kei-er.

Fly plane on me. Promise me certain things and then stand me up.

Fine. Go.

Go have fun with the friends you insult behind their backs all the time to me and have a night out getting drunk, smoking your ass off and groping random girls. I guess that's how guys like you have fun anyway.

Trade my birthday with old friends for a hangover from a night you probably won't even remember at all.

I hope you fucking puke your guts out the next day.

~*~*~*~*~*~

To make up for that crude rant and the lack of posts the last couple of weeks, here're some nice videos.

The sign language thing in Melacca I was talking about on FB.

They so pro compared to us. T_T

Niece's new toy in the spirit of Toy Story 3 (looks like a must watch!).

Watch till the very end please. It's worth it, trust me. :D

Break Down

Everything is blurry.

It gets less scary and more annoying after a bit when you have to squint an inch away from your phone or the screen or a page.

But it's getting better though I think I'm going to be fired from my job soon. What kind of new employee gets sick even before she starts work?

Note: Please pardon any typos as I still can't see clearly. Will correct them when I regain my 20-20 normal vision.

The blurness is actually caused by an infected cornea like I mentioned before. I didn't get it checked but that's what my cousin's doctor said about her vision so I expect it's the same case for me.

Here is my eye at it's worst.

Actually this is the day after that. I was too freaked out to do anything but well, freak out on the day my eye looked like it was having an internal haemorrhage. =.=

Now my eyes look like the left eye in this picture, which is much better than the right as you can see, so I guess they're healing.

I got so scared I started to cry. I was afraid I would go blind and I don't think I'm strong enough to cope with losing one of my main five senses.

My spirit would not be able to hold up in a world where the only colour you see is black and shapes mean nothing to you.

I couldn't bear to think of a life in which I was blind.

I just broke down and started sobbing in front of the mirror as I examined the bloody-looking eye. There was no one there with me and I didn't know who to call to cry to.

Usually I don't mind crying alone, in fact I prefer it. But this time the fear was so sudden and overwhelming I felt like I needed to tell someone right away.

I didn't need them to comfort me or judge me or lecture me, just to know what I am going through and listen to me. You get that feeling sometimes too?

I suddenly felt so alone and that made me cry even more for some reason.

I did think of a few people. But how many times are you allowed to interrupt someone's life with your own crisis? What are the rules for that?

Besides, this wasn't really a crisis. It was just me being stupid about something that was so small compared to the worries the rest of the world faces.

I couldn't keep disturbing other people's lives to moan about my own. I already did that before and I felt like I owe her so much.

Why don't other people ever have break downs? Why am I the only royal screw up who needs other people's shoulders to lean on at these times?

All that blunt but no less true self-bashing made even more tears flow out and for the rest of the day, I kept sporadically bursting into tears for no reason at all.

But at the end of the day, I realize it is good to cry by yourself sometimes. You are not obligated to anyone else's feelings and you can just be selfish and cry and rant and cruse however and whatever you like.

You don't need to please anyone but yourself.

But this being a double-edged sword, there's no one there for you either. So thanks, I'm really grateful for that call that night. You know who you are. :)

And yes, the smses and msn or FB messages also that came in abit late, but was appreciated just as much.

I LOVE YOU GUYS!

And now you know the lame reason Jia Ying cries to herself for. =.=

So yeah, anyway I've been super abandoning this blog and my last few updates weren't even proper updates, just scary pictures of my eye.

So now I shall bribe you to come back to visit my blog show you all my love with this super cute video of a Pomeranian pup in Pet Safari Ikano.

I curi curi take because no photography is allowed. But is recording a video really counted as photography?



CUTE UNTIL WANT TO DIE ANOT? :D

He's actually much more hyper and playful than this butI think he hates me or something because everytime I start recording, he gets less hyper.

Other than that, here are some mouldy old pics from weeks ago that I didn't have a chance to upload because of my conjunctivitis (or is it cornea-itis now?).

Breakfast at CBTL before going for work!

All gone!

There was actually one more piece of toast left ath the end but I forced myself to finish it so that I could take this pic.

See how much I love this blog? :D

Lunched with Esther, my working partner, at Uncli Lim's.

Since I wasn't feeling particularly famish or anything, I decided to order a heavy drink and half boiled eggs (which are total lovezz!).

I don't usual order drinks like cendol but yeah, it was pretty yummy. :9

Speaking of drinks, chocolate lovers must must must try Usj 2 Bliss 33's ice chocolate drink!

Very chocolatey and the thickness is just right! Not like some choc drinks, either too milky/ tastless or too much till jelak.

Oh and we found mummy's one true luff!

Garlic bread from Domino's! :D

She was just tearing them off and eat like there's no tomorrow.

But later she told us that she was on the phone but was really hungry so she wasn't really paying attention to what she was eating.

Potong! -___-

Anyways, they're nice but I still prefer this.

Yummylicious hot cheesy pizza!

It's like top of my top favourite foods. Nomnomnom~

But lately, since I've been stuck at home, I have to bear with boring old home cooked food.

Which is actually not so boring sometimes lol.

Once in a while, I do like dishes made from the family's own stove. :)

Chicken was terrific that night. :D

The usual wine and snacks that accompanies our Friday family nights.

But I got soooo bored stuck at home that I insisted to go out on Saaturday.

Which resulted in the bloody-looking, pus-emitting eye on Sunday, though my vision had not blurred yet then.

See, what the previous two doctors I consulted failed to mention was that this was conjunctivitis and I was to at all costs, avoid bright lights like monitors and TV and sunlight.

So it wasn't a surprise my eyes took a turn for the worse after a day out in the sun and a night watching Anna playing her FF XIII.

Which is actually very cool and I love to watch (pro) gamers play, even more than I like playing the games myself sometimes.

But too bad my eye was disturbing me too much that day. Nevermind, Anna said I'll have another chance to watch so yay!

Finally went to the much talked about (among us anyway) Satellite for chicken rice.

Personally, I thought it was good but not great.

I'm still partial to the chicken rice at the Hou Mei in Genting I guess.

But it was still very yummy, only less wonderful than I thought, possibly because of all that hype which made me think that the chicken would give me a tongue-gasm or something.

Rice is very xiang and served steaming like any good chicken rice shop should do!

Bean sprout! Love love love! I can sit there and eat the whole plate without anything else.

And the chicken!

But what's with that garnish on the top? Why they must always put? I never liked it and I doubt I ever will. =.=

I prefer roasted chicken actually so maybe that also influnced my opinion la.

Oh well, after being stuck at home for a week, it was like a welcoming feast.

Snack for the night (and every other night) is Chipster's Sour Cream and Onion!

I love that flavour and Chipster chips make them best! Summore got extra 20%! Wah, so good! T___T

Cousin went to Hokkaido some time ago (with red eye, geng chao anot?) and brought back some of those unique Japan snacks for us.

Banyak Kit Kat, but so far I only tried one of them. The biscuit flavour. Yeah, I know I'm boring shaddap. -.-

And this rich cheese cake. It says rich right on the box!

So I expected some creamy cheesy type of cake.

Open the box is like this, in small packets like normal Japan snacks.

And guess how the cake looks like?

Waseh, very rich meh? Looks more like butter sponge cake. -__-

In fact, eat also tastes like butter sponge cake. -____-

Meh.

Anyways, more pics of my two kyute goggies to bribe you all show mah love.

Shaggy! Looking very not Shaggy because he's still abit botak.

But JB's fur has grown to a very nice length!

This is my favourite length for him since it makes him like omfgtehcute.

How can you deny teh kyuteness? :D

One last pic to make sure you come back you know you are loved.

And lastly, a random lunch picture of cream of mushroom soup and homemade (EPIC FAIL) nachos.

See, my eyes need lotsa rest and since I can't really do much with this eye infection, I mostly sleep.

And for some reason 4 outta 5 of my naps, I will dream. This is not common; I normally only dream like once a fortnight.

But ever since the infection, nearly all my sleeps are not dreamless.

And they are totally random things! They don't even relate to what I've been doing that day or even my life!

What I can remember are disturbing ones like people exploding into bits and 'omg why am I nekkid' ones.

Some mellow ones like watching some discovery show with my family and friends and driving my sister to Mc D which had a totally new menu.

And outrageous ones like leaping off a 100 meter high ledge into a swimming pool below and skating across a car park.

Then finally the completely random retarded one of me driving dad's old BMW down a steep slope to get cheese for nachos. The BMW turned into a motorbike halfway down and I had to ride along the ralings of some steps at the side to avoid hitting a person.

Miraculously, I managed to get the the Giant supermarker in one piece and started contemplating the types of cheeses on display and finally settled on cheddar.

Then I woke up.

And had a craving for nachos.

But my house doesn't have nice melty cheese so I tried microwaving a slive of Cheesedale cheese on some chachos, which turned hard once they were out of the oven. =.=

Ok ok, retarded updates done. One more video of that pup to secure your love for this blog. Cheh, perasan. -.-


God, I love puppies.

P.S.: Remember that stupid waffle song I blogged about before that can get stuck in your head for ages?

Well, somehow through a convo with Anna last night, I remembered it and decided that people needed to be reminded of it's awesomeness once again.

So here's that other waffle song Ee Ann and I used to be able to quote word for word. Lol, we are so lifeless.



I love that "OH *BEEEEEP*" part. :D

Pics of PD next post!

What The Hell?

Like what the hell.

What kind of parents ignore their child's conjunctivitis problem and makes them go on a weekend trip to Port Dickson even after repeated pleas to let them stay home?

What are you thinking? It's not like I'm the only one who has this problem. But if the others are fine with risking their eyesight, then go ahead. But I'm not.

I can't even stand the sun here when I'm wearing shades so how am I supposed to put up with seaside sun? The last time I went out in the (morning) sun, my eyes leaked pus a full day and night.

Apparently, the solution is to stay in the hotel room all

I am NOT they type who can do that on a holiday that is not meant to be lived in hotel rooms. Especially since I haven't been to the beach in ages and the sea and sand are calling out so temptingly like that.

And the rest of them don't even dare to come close to me, how am I supposed to enjoy the trip?

Wouldn't it be easier to just spare me the torture and go without me? I need the rest anyway and I want to heal as fast as possible.

This is a family trip. We HAVE to do it as a family."

"But it's inconsiderate to make me go like this."

"Whatever la, up to you." *ignores for the rest of the evening*

What kind of screwed up idea of a family trip is this supposed to be?

P.S.: Don't worry, I'm blogging with my eyes closed and my sunglasses (which my sis, who won't even look at me, tells me makes me look like a blind person and I agree 100%) on so please pardon any typos. I would put up pics but that'll take too long.

Latest update is the the right side is completely red but other areas seem slightly better. Yay.

P.P.S.: I just thought of something else: Where do they expect me to sleep?

Obviously, I can't share with my sis like usual because conjunctivitis is very contagious and I can't see her sleeping in a sleeping bag anytime soon.

Why can't you just let me off the hook?

Alone

It's scary.

It's so scary when you cry and cry so hard and you realize you have no one you can truly turn to.

Maybe it would be different if I was a better person.

Colourless Rainbow

I don't belong here.

I don't think I ever belonged in this family. It's not too bad you know. Despite its faults, we still do sincerely love each other.

But I'm just not suited for it.

I wasn't supposed to say anything. Where did all the 'okay's and 'yeah's go? All the indifference?

I could have controlled myself better.

It hasn't happened in such a long time and now I just couldn't shut up. It's too hard sometimes.

Lovezz,

~*JJ*~

P.S.: Who am I going to rely on if you're ever gone?

P.P.S.: Why can't you accept me? Why did you stop listening?

Emotional Hangover

Congratulations.

I seem to have achieved a new level of stupidity in less than one night.

Good job, Jia. I applaud.

*stones self*

Lovezz,

~*JJ*~

Drought

Well I'm fucking sorry. I didn't know it was an obligation.

Fucking assumptions. Feh.

Lovezz,

~*JJ*~

Sweet Escape

I can see the gap widening.

Do you think there will come a day when it cannot be crossed anymore even when we want to?

Anyway, I finally got the pics from Kris so... yeah.

Random piccy because I have not spazzed over Gaara for waaaaay too long.

And more felines that cheer up my day anytime. =)

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPP! SO KYUTE!

Sir, harpy mice ownz. Seriously, can't beat them. xD

Yeah, housewarming thingy at Kit's place last, er... month? Heh.

Lynn doing ais kacang which is teh yumz!

Pretty house!

Taylor

Then the lovelies came to pick me up to Tien Jia's place for her farewell. Yeah, busy night. =.="

She's already in NY by the way.

Gene apparently can't take normal shots. Why.

Got to see Kristin there! Yay! Hugzzz!

"Hey, Jon! Take a picture of us please!"

"Ok ok."

*snaps*

=.="

"Ok ok!"

*snaps*

=)

TJ, we'll miss you.

Haih... =.="

Unfortunately, about an hour later, I had to rush over for a family dinner. Two birthdays that day!

Thank goodness I didn't eat much at the previous two parties, since there were still these scrumptious little tarts at my cousin's place. :D

The birthday girl and birthday boy, my cousin's girlfriend Lee Yan and another cousin, Ah Beng.

Yes, we really do call him Ah Beng. ;P

The lovely couple, awww... And Megan. =)

Then Lester's party the next day.

But since I hardly knew anyone, I ended up talking to the cousins and his basketball buddies instead. o.o

PUPPY!!!!

KIKKO!

*squish*

Happy birthday, Lester! I know, super late. But like I said, ovedue post. xD

Last weekend, the family and I went on a trip to Colmar. It was wonderful.

Armour in the lobby! =D

Pretty street

Close up!

Don't let their looks fool you, they're super ganas. Tried to peck a girl's hand. =.="

This is officially one of the prettiest beds I've ever seen.

Next time, my place is gonna have an even prettier one. Yes, prettier than the prettiest. Just you wait. :P

Street lined with these cute little cafes that have vibrantly-coloured flowers around them.

Don't see these often anymore. D:

Though pretty, the service at these cafes are horrible. I kid you not. They have absolutely no manners and are incompetent.

Bleh.

The atmosphere and the scenery was the saving grace.

So peaceful and serene there. =)

Took a shutter bus to the Rabbit Farm!

I got the front seat! Kind of unsafe as you can see. o.o

They eat right outta your palm. Very tame. Or possibly very greedy.

Lopsided-ear bunny!

There were deer too.

And donkey rides. :)

Half of our meals were at Le Blason. Ok ok larh...

In the night.

They have a pool and a volleyball court as well. Nice. =)

*is getting too lazy to caption*

Spray-on tattoo by the guy that also owns the IQ toy shop. He's super friendly and quite smart I suppose since he remember the solutions to all of his puzzles.

We had a fun time just standing outside his stall for ages trying to figure a puzzle out. He'd never chase us away. =D

Performances. I swear, that lady there? Can't dance. Seriously, I don't dance either but I know she can't dance for shits.

Couldn't dance to save her life. Pft.

All she did was jiggle about and did lame little kicks.

I suppose that's enough to keep the male attention in the crowd at least. =.=

Second day lunch at Le Orient or La Orient. I forgot if its a guy or a girl. =.="

Again, service is bleh but the food is not too bad there. Yosh!

Colourful, swirly thing! Nyahaha~!

Decided to go up to Genting for the second night so had dinner at Rainbow at the foot of the hill.

Famous for their fish for some reason. o.O

Mostly chilled at Coffee Bean thought I did do a little shopping with sister.

Mum tried to make me wear a mask before we went! O.O

Teh Horror! D:

Swine flu but ugly or no mask but no shop? Feh, can you say rock and a hard place?

Sister did wax hand!

Oh, the first night we had nothing to do but the guys and their partners were going down to watch football at the pub.

Went down to join them for a while and hell, the way men react over a stupid goal (*hides*) is really too hilarious.

They scream and curse and shout and start yelling at the TV as if some unseen force would convey their anger thousands of miles over to the opposing team and somehow kill their morale or something.

And they say girls are the emotional ones.

I even saw some girl letting her boyfriend or husband massage her toes while the game was going on.

And he was the one that overreacted the most.

I mean dude, what if he accidentally cracked her toes while shouting? Then it'll hurt like crap and he'll regret and she'll have learnt never to sin ever again.

Ok, I'm just talking crap now.

What kept me entertained throughout? Possibly, the Heineken and the fact that two lizards were passionately making love on the wall opposite me.

Ok, I just gross myself out.

Let's not refer the that as love making anymore. They were uh, banging? o.O

Do lizards even do that?

What does it mean when one lizard gets on top of another and they both start writhing alot?

*shrugs*

ANYWAYS!

On the last day, we visited the Japanese Village.

Nothing much but still worth a look around.

The sisters.

The sisters also.

And last but not least, The Sisters! (We totally get caps and an exclaimation mark. Coz it's us, duh.)

Yes, took this with my very own 5800.

5800's camera resolution is relatively low (huh, starting to sound like chemistry) which is 3.2 megapixel.

Still, at a certain angle, you can manage to snap this kind of shots. =D

I think they rent out yukata at around RM20 for half an hour at the Teahouse side.

So not about the wear some dirty, sweaty cloth that about a thousand other people wore before.

BOO! :D

Botanical Gardens side.

Pretty, ain't it?

The only thing is the steep climb up.

And I mean STEEP. Some parts are like 40 degrees in gradient. o.o

Loved it. Must do another trip some other time. =)

Sleepy and still slightly pissed off despite the happy pictures.

Sleep soon.

Lovezz,

~*JJ*~

P.S.: EXAMS NEXT WEEK. DIE.

P.P.S.: They know. Huh. o.o