Working at the Car Wash

Car wash at SJBA temple this morning.

The aim was to collect funds for the China and Myanmar victims. We collected a total of RM3600+.

Yay us!

Woke up late and had to rush to the temple. Teacher sponsored (I think) our food: nasi lemak and banana bread.

Had a lot of fun and I was drenched head to toe by the boys who took it to their heads that they were washing the workers instead of the cars.

Ben's wet, wet shirt, my wet wet pants and wet wet self ( dried off a bit already)

Debbie and Je Yue came to help, making the total number of 5 Budi's there 3, which pwned the 5 Cekap's, Diane and Ben.

Ben lent me his shirt, since I was supposed to be in the dark blue team but didn't have a suitable shirt. Got tank top sahaja from Egypt and an oversized shirt I use as pyjamas, lol. Thanks.

My team was the rinsing team but in the end, we all just mixed up and ended up doing everything. Soaping, rinsing and wiping.

Ignore stubby fingers. -.-

Cut my finger on the rim of a bucket when I was splashing Je Yue. Karma D:

Some people (including my dad -.-) were more concerned about their car and critised our work. One even bade us to clean his the second time!

I mean, yes, we should do a good job, but in reality, we're just a bunch of kids. We just want to collect donations.

So if some people can get their minds off themselves for just a second and focus on the real objective, collecting donations for the victims, the world would be a happier place.

Sleep deprived,

~*JJ*~

Malam Amal

Malam Amal, or Malam Mahal as so wittingly dubbed by some, was pretty much a flop by normal standards.

Leo IU and Campfire Nite was way better.

To start with, they started late, which always leaves a bad impression on me.

The food was mediocre and the entertainment was bleh. Okay, some were fun lah, but only towards the end.

Another thing is, the function squeezed every last miserable penny from the students and teachers. If some people are so money-minded, they should go run a business instead.

The thing that disgusted me the most was that during Hari Terbuka, we librarians had to stop collecting funds for Andy Gan, a leukemia patient who desperately needed money for blood transfusions.

And the reason was, no one was buying Malam Amal tickets because they all donated to us.

WTF.

This is a matter of life and death! And you think you can just waltz in here and decree "Halt!" to all because of you stupid Malam Amal?

That is just so screwed up.

Also, they were so desperate, they sold tickets without enough tables to accomodate. A few friends of mine had no table to sit at when they arrived. The following events led to a small commotion and my friend leaving early.

I spit on you.

Lol, always wanted to use that line.

To be truthful, it wasn't all the function itself that made me very sien, more like my company.

I sat at the librarian's table and they were good company. It was my supposedly partner for the night that disappointed me.

This certain person spent more of the night away from the table than at. Lucky still got Wei Zhi, Wilsern and the girls there to pei.

Is it me , or does he look somewhat horny?

If my company is so damn undesirable, then don't promise to accompany me next time, okay?!

Nowadays, I only curse when I am very sad, emo, mad or pissed.

So yes, I'm still pissed. You are not forgiven.

Anyway, camwhored abit with Ann. Haven't gotten all the piccies yet from others.

Me and my sissy

Wei Yan's dress was pretty. Guess how much it costed?

RM8.

Yeah, single digit. Jealous wei!

No dance floor!

Yerrr... That was what I was looking forward to!

Missed the lucky draw grand prize by one number. Winner was Connie, 0832. Mine was 0833. So close!

This is a reminiscence of leo IU night where our table didn't win anything till the grand prize. And I missed it. -.-

Forgot to mention, I walked down two flights of stairs in heels. An accomplishment! xD

Sienz,

~*JJ*~

P.S. : I bolded the main points to make it easier because I know most people, including me, usually skim blogs.

Tension, Stuff and Hand Art

Still really worried, even now. But it's not my place to do anything so I'm just hoping for the best.

Guys, cheer up, k?

=)

Beteedoubleyew, Jo and Kristin. If you read this, I have a request.

What I divulged in the Bilik SAL today stays in the Bilik SAL. I really don't want it out so please, I'm begging you, don't say anything. I haven't explained the entire situation anyway, so I don't want misunderstandings.

Thanks.

And Joooo~! I'm not angry at her (really lah), but haix... don't really feel like going already. Well, at least still got Foo to accompany. Yay!

Not really sure what to wear yet. Going through that 'closet full of clothes but nothing to wear' phase again. Except my closet ain't all that full.

A belated prezzie from Vei Lynn and Vei Jeanne. Thanks!

Beautiful box. Perfect for my earrings.

See closely. What does it say? Yup.

'The bracelet and the pair of earrings were made by my mother'. And who's their mom?

Lawl.

Pn Ung's craftwork is very nice. Pretty! Wanted to wear them to Malam Alam but it might not match my clothes. Too bad.

Oh, and here are some pretty art that Pei Wen drew on my hand over this year. Not all though.

My fav: the butterfly. If I ever get a tattoo (which is never), that'd be it

Elmo on my sis, Megan (my niece) and my hand. Drew it ourselves. Looks retarded, haha.

And Vei Jeanne cop (sp?) a Pooh onto my hand. Cute!

Still worried,

~*JJ*~

Hole In My Pocket

I am so broke.

I managed to attend the going-away party for Guilhem at the Shabu Shabu at Summit yesterday. The food wasn't all that great and as Jo said "it was like eating in a sauna!"

But Guilhem's speech made up for it. Very short one though. Bye Guilhem! T.T

Then went shopping with Jo. Spent more than a hundred bucks in less than three hours. How I managed that remains an enigma.

I don't care, I ain't paying back Soon and David. Nyah! =P

Bought a dress (so pretty! I couldn't resist!), a top, a pair of shoes and some other knick-knacks. Also, some presents for my friends, so don't worry. =D

Jo got me a belated birthday prezzie which was a Snoopy tissue box cover. Kawaii~!

Well, still... one hundred dollars! I think my heart just shattered. But it was pretty much worth it. Yes, the dress was worth it, Jo.

Ooowh... I'm trying to convince myself too.

And yes, we will look stupid together, but lol! I'm looking forward to it!

Broke broke broke. I need self-control. >.<

Plus, got tickle-attacked by my so-called friends today. I am darn afraid of tickles, okay?! I scream. Or squeal like a piggy.

I won't be responsible for the noise pollution in the library after this info.

And another thing, I don't think I have to be confused anymore. This is such a relieve. =)

Also, Foo, I totally understand that you want to express your feelings and all. I mean, it is your blog. Keeping them bottled up is no good. But making decisions in your state is not always advised.

So please, please remember to mind your words (I know you're tired of me nagging this point already) and the consequences they will bring.

Please.

Worried,

~*JJ*~

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Oh my gosh. Ohmygosh ohmygosh ohmygosh.

I really hate confrontations.

Foooo~! I'm not afraid of confrontations, but I still hate them, and this is between two sides I value a lot.

Yes, I will hide tomorrow. Somewhere. I don't know where yet.

I won't take sides. I can't choose between you guys. Don't ask.

*hides*,

~*JJ*~

Nausea

Felt sick when I was in the library today.

In addition, it was my duty day. @.@ Blah, no difference. wouldn't have had transport home early anyway.

Felt very bad, kind of like wanted to barf but the school toilet was too gross for that.

It started about after recess, which made me suspect the layer cake dad brought back from India or Indonesia. I forgot which country. I know he's in Vietname now though! ^.^

Didn't go back to class for the whole day again and I kind of feel guilty about it too. D:

Interviewed some people today. Sorry if we made anyone uncomfortable or erm, cry.

Well, we all learnt some things from it anyway.

Then, had to layan the pelawat. Started feeling sick about then and the pelawat noticed too. She told me to get some food in me but it didn't really help.

Sorry I made some people like Jo, Ee Chin and Foo worried.

And Foo, please don't do something you'll regret. Please, think it through.

Shike, do I even have to say it anymore?

Guilhem, I'm sorry I can't make it tomorrow so I'll say goodbye now. The boy is leaving in a week plus! T.T

I'll end this now. Wanna sleep this vomit-y feeling off.

Bluek,

~*JJ*~

P.S. : Wish you would stop confusing me like that.

Japanese Cuisine

The family and I went for Japanese Buffet yesterday.

It was at Gokoya... Goka... Okay, I forgot. Wait! Jogoya!

It was in Starhill, near JW Marriott Hotel. Dined there a couple of times before and I was never disappointed by their selections before.

Very yummy!

They have a very wide variety, ranging from sushi to tako to escargots to oysters to lobster. Ate till the food nearly came out of my mouth again.

Our room.

I seriously recommend their crispy tempura, sticky mochi and their unagi. Can't remember anything else, but almost everything was great.

The sushi was very good too, and the sashimi was great. The wasabi was spicy enough too.

Just a small part of the selections.

But stay away from the assam snails. They were horrible. And the white wine was way too diluted.

Anyway, thanks to Doon and Sok Kuan for giving me my belated birthday gifts. Both cups, lol.

Happy belated birthday to Sok Kuan and I just finished The Falcon and The Flower. Nice book. Sweet, fluffy moments are rare but all the more appreciated.

I feel fat today. And almost every other day. Ish, I should've resisted that ice-cream. I blame Soon for tempting me. -.- *coughmyownselfcontrolcough*

I think I forgot to add something so I'll update later.

Feeling fat,

~*JJ*~

P.S. : Chin up, Shike! You can hold your own anytime.

Gratz Anton and Jasmine!

Went for the essay writing competition today with Anton and Sarah.

We did ask Pn See (multiple times I might add) to allow us to see the past year questions but after many times of postponing it, she finally said that she'd given them to Pn Phung who was already out of Seafield.

So basically, we were totally unprepared.

And when I flipped open the question paper, my first thought was:

"Oh crap, I'm not gonna win this."

My worst fears had come true. It was all effin' factual and argumentative, and goodness knows I can't write a decent factual essay to save my life.

But Anton did! And he got 1st runner up!

That's second place for all you thickheads (not my word) out there.

Hah, he can never say he can't write ever again! And I know he said not to brag about it but I had to!

And Jasmine tied in third place for the public speaking competition! She was awesome!

Congratz Anton and Jasmine!

Anyway, I don't like handling "how was it?" questions, so please don't ask.

Will be getting a certificate, so it's all cool. =D

Hold the trophy higher lah!

Anton and some girl acting dead. She was convincing!

Tired out,

~*JJ*~

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My cousins and sister went out, leaving me in the cold. DD: I had tuition.

They're probably enjoying themselves at Plus One Shabu Shabu in One Utama at the moment and I'm stuck at home eating porridge (though I have been craving porridge lately, don't know why) again.

I had wanted to go there for my birthday but due to some complications, I had to go to the hospital. Haven't gotten this birthday wish yet.

And I could've done with the kai kai-ing too. Needed it, in fact.

Plus, I owe some people prezzies that are long overdue. )=

Didn't even get to go to CF rally (sp?). Kena ajak by quite a few people so I thought it might be fun. But I couldn't find transport and the timing wasn't right.

Speaking of which, my SDS class is having a Car Wash on the 29th of June at the temple in the morning.

This is to raise funds for either the earthquake victims or Kasih Hospice again, I'm not sure.

Anyway, it's a charity event and please tell your parents to come and give support. Thanks!

Still sad I'm stuck at home.

T.T,

~*JJ*~

Book Review

Before I say anything else, I'd just like to tell you guys that I sometimes go through random bouts of depression and angst, especially when I get into arguments with my family.

Sure I'm down and lifeless for a while but don't worry that I'm on permanent suicide mode because it's only temporary.

But your comments like "live woman!" and "ok, stay away from all sharp objects" kind of cracked me up, though I do appreciate the concern.

Just saying, I'm sorry I made you guys worry but ranting and blogging about it makes me feel better. And of course, support from friends never fails to cheer me up either.

Thanks.

So anyway, lost my contact len case yesterday. Had to settle for an old dusty one I dug out form under my parents' bathroom sink.

If anyone sees it, please return it to me. I really want it back. It's green and white.

Also, going for that essay-writing competition this Saturday along with Anton and a form 4 named Sarah Ann. Had to turn down the Bio quiz thingy because it fell on the same day.

Blah, choices.

And, I finished reading The Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini today.

The. Most. Awesome. Book. Ever.

Okay, not ever. But the best I've come across in quite a long while!

I loved it! And I seriously recommend reading it.


And hah! It was a book before a movie!

*does the 'told you so' dance*

-Spoilers in black-

Zee Oh Em Gee!

I heartz Hassan! Love love love.

He was sooo cool and so pitiful and so sad and utterly lovable! He didn't deserve to die!

Sobz...

And Amir is just a rich son of a bitch. The coward.

I mean, dude seriously. The kid is obviously traumatized by orphanages and you already promised him to never ever let him return there and what do you do but suggest he does the very next second.

No wonder he tried to escape from you through death.

-End spoilers-

Anyway, I should be studying and doing my add maths project and NOT reading story books! Argh!

Boring ceramah today. Went for the BM one but skipped the sejarah one.

Dull,

~*JJ*~

Emo Post

Had to type this up on Microsoft Word first, since mum was angry at me and took away the modem just now. Posting it late at night now:-

Typing this on Microsoft Word first when I’m still in the mood since mum took away the modem:

No mood today.

No idea why. I guess it’s just one of my mood swings again. Sorry if I made anyone worry.

Started after Bio, when things got really boring. Tried hard not to fall asleep but still did anyway.

And after trying to understand stuff like renal arteries and loops of Henle (who the heck is that?!) and failing miserably, I felt even worse. And that stupid add maths project we have to do.

Came back and moped about in the library. Felt very tired and moody still but had duty that day. Spent most of it asleep.


I like this icon. Kind of describes how I feel now, though this wasn’t the whole reason I was moody today.

On the plus side, I finally managed to clear up ALL the stupid librarians’ letters and some other library work I had been procrastinating. The letters are stupid, not the librarians.

Things didn’t improve when I had to wait for half an hour on the hard metal bench for my transport home and by the time I got home, it was 6.

AND I got into a huge argument with my mum. Again.

Over some stupid small matter like me giving my sister extra rice. Most things start over something small, insignificant and stupid nowadays.

She will never ever see her faults but blames me for everything. I admit I don’t give her enough respect but I wished she’d try to at least earn it, instead of just expecting it.

Saying that I’m super emo today will not even scrap the surface of the conditions of our relationship.

She told me to “Go and DIE!”. My mood kind of really plunged then.

And then, not because she wanted me to study, not because she thought I’d been using too much computer, but just because “I bought the modem, so it’s mine!”, she took away the modem when I needed it the most!

She’s always that petty. I think I’m getting used to it, but it’s not quite there yet.

Going online, talking and interacting with friends and stuff usually makes me feel better but since she took it away, I had to resort to ranting on Word. Offline.

Plus, there were no sleeping medicine or pills at home. Whoop-dee-doo. I think I’m getting too reliant on them though.

My ties with my family is really bad. My dad obviously supports whatever my mum says and thinks I’m some sort of rebel who wants to be left out of the family (there is some truth to that). Which they seem to try to accomplish.

My sister will support whichever side that has more power. My parents, duh.

I know my mum’s operation is just over and all, and I want to let her rest.

But she then said that she didn’t cry at all for that. She cries now because I am bad to her.

I told her I haven’t cried for anything (excluding mushy romance stories) in my life since ten. Not for cuts, not for betrayals, not for friends.

I’ve only cried because of my family.

This is true, I didn’t make it up.

And every time I manage to pull myself together and stop crying and go downstairs, there she is, wallowing in self-pity.

And when she sees me, she’ll say things like “Go die! I know you want me to!” or “I don’t know what I did to get a daughter like you!”.

As if stuff like this still hurts me anymore.

Funny though, once her friend arrived, she’s all smiles again and talking amiably there.

My life has been down, with this thing and that. My studies suck, friends backstab, things go nowhere, and my family has never been a good point in my life.

Foo turned 17 and he thinks he has found out some things about his life.

I turned 17 and I think I lost my point of life.

Emo post,

~*JJ*~

Birthday and Belated Prezzies!

First off:


HAPPY BURFDAY, FOO~!


May you be alwayz happy and find what you are looking for! Oh, and get straight A1's! Lol.

Apologize again for the crap present I gave. His birthday but he also gave me present today. So did Ann and Mun Yi, belated.

These are most of my prezzies. If I forgot anything, sorry!

~The yellow vibrate-y thingy. (this one's really mine, not Foo's sister's)

~The chipmunk which I have dubbed Chip (apparently it's not Dale) from Foo. Cute!

~The tiny ducky from Ann and Mun Yi, Quackers.

~The knick-knacks from my sis and pretty stone from Shi Hui that says JJ JIE.

~The cosmetic set. Very basic but it's right for me.

~The handbag. Pretty! My favourite type of handbag summore!

~The mp4!!! Only got 30+ songs in it, still adding. I need to get a casing, takut scratch. ^.^

Didn't put in the edible stuff. Coz I ate it already.

Except the chocolate. It's in my fridge, waiting to make me fat.

My mum is actually encouraging me to put on make-up! Lol! And I'm the one saying "No need lah, just for special occasions enough."

And yeah, I give all my stuffed toys names. I love plushies! <33

Made a list of presents I have to buy. I am sooo broke for the next ten months or so.

Anyway, thanks very much, guys! Not so much for the gifts but for just being my lovely irreplacable friends!

Happy bday Foo,

~*JJ*~

Birthday and Campfire Nite

W00T!

So so so, guess what I got~?

xDDDD

Ok ok, lets see. 14th of June was my 17th birthday (but it's over now D: back to exams) I celebrated early with my family on friday night and got some lovely prezzies. Squeee~!

Lighting candles.

Song~!
Megan (my niece) also wanted to blow out the candles. Haha!

And cut the cake.

Then eat all the strawberries.

Haix, see Janice? She so gua gua sit there only.

The cake my cousin got! With a little wax on it.

I didn't get the Chocolate Banana cake because the next day was kind of busy for my parents.

Because mummy got admitted into the hospital the next day. DDD:

Appendicitis.

She had her operation in the afternoon and she's fine now, albeit still weak. =) She's probably going to be discharged tommorow or the day after.

Despite not having good relationships with my family, I still totally care for them. So I'm glad that mum's operation went smoothly.

Went to campfire nite. It was awesome and Soon, Qui Hui, Melissa and the rest did a really cool job! The performances were great the dance floor was wild!

Aside from getting grabbed. Now I have cut down a great deal on my swearing but in this one moment of pissed off-ness, I just wanna say:

Fuck you, bastard.

Also, I learnt my lesson. Last two times, I wore heels. But I'm smarter now, hehe... Wore converse sneakers tonight. So no pain at all. Sweated alot though.

And my prezzies!!!! Thank you, guys! My family gave me angpao, Guess handbag, Clinique Cosmetic set and and and mp4!

Wakaka!

I know I damn jakun lah, mp4 also jumping about already. But I never had this kind of music playing device before, okay?

Handbag. Pretty~!

The mp4 (omg omg omg!) and cosmetics set. Ignore retarded face.

Then my lovely lovely friends too.

Diane and Vit got me two friggin huge bars of chocolate. On diet wei!

Po Yee made me little teeny cakes that spelt my name! And so yummy!

Beh and his gang punya short chorus of 'Happy Birthday' was embarrassing! But funny!

And the best (no offence) of all, Jin Yee, Pei Wen and Chun Kit (I think) got me this yellow errr... thing!

It's so damn huggable! And guess what?

It vibrates!

Curi this pic from Foo's blog because I was too lazy to take a picture and it's the same yellow thingy.

Goes 'tzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......'

So damn orgasmic!

Ok lah, exaggerating. But only a little. I love this kind of huggy stuff!

Thanks guys, for your presents and wishes. Love you all! <33

Birthday,

~*JJ*~

P.S. : Guess who is two days younger than me? =P

Recovering =D

Yeah, aside from the hacking cough and sandpapery throat, I'm much much better.

Am I that predictable, Simon? -.-

Hopefully, I will be fully recovered by Saturday! *hints hints*

Thanks for the well wishes guys.

Also, found out my average for my midterms. It was better than I had hoped for but still not up to the standard I'm aiming for. Still in B3 category.

Gotta work harder. Haix...

Better,

~*JJ*~

Very Sick

So I was sicker than I suspected.

Now, I'm supposed to be in bed but I needed a breath of fresh air for a second. So I'm blogging. -.-

Went back from school after recess today. Kristin kindly helped me to duty today in return for nothing. Thanks, love ya!

And sorry, Hui Hui, that I couldn't be there. I love the early birthday prezzie though, thanks!

I have a ton of medicine to take but at least the headache and bone ache are gone. And I have to be on a vegetarian diet for a few days.

Hope I can make it to school tommorow. I want the sijil kehadiran. My record will NOT be broken.

Sick,

~*JJ*~

Sick

School reopened today. No mood at all.

Got my results back and my mood fell even lower. Shoulda done my homework.

To top it all of, I'm hacking like an old man who's just been attacked by a horde of dust bunnies.

Plus, it isn't just a simple cough for me. It's a chain reaction that will lead to a runny nose and then sore throat or vice versa.

People around me have been coughing and sneezing left, right and center and I guess it was only so long before my weak body resistance gave in too. Too bad it had to be the first day of school.

Bleh, feel like crap. Going to freerice.com now.

Cough,

~*JJ*~

Holidays

Stupid NS thing. No, I'm not scared to go, in fact the thing seems fun. But it's three months! If it was something more reasonable like a month, I'd have begged to go.

I have better things to do with my life than instilling patroitisme in myself, like worrying about my dismal SPM results.

Three months!

Anywayz, this term break wasn't very eventful.

Went to school last Monday to help out at the library. Boring, since there wasn't much work to be done and not many came. Pn Patricia Tan came to discuss some stuff with Pn See too.

The rest of the holiday was spent lazing around the house. If you didn't know any better, you'd think I wasn't taking my SPM this year.

Thursday, had a mini laksa party. My uncle can really cook laksa!

The last three days, the family and I went to Genting. I got the souvenirs, no worries.

I skipped the indoors theme park but went for the outdoors one. Rode the stupid water slide thingy and got all wet and shivery. The train roller coaster thing was fun but way too short.

They have a new ghost adventure and apparently it's really scary. I didn't go though, it was RM 25 and I already went for the old one before.

Went for Dreamz too. V-freakin'-IP. Damn bloody expensive.

The show was great, except that there was too much dancing and the chao geng chinese acrobats need to get new costumes. Ones that don't outline their male parts. >.<

I usually enjoy their performances but this time I was too disturbed by their nether regions. *gags*

The magic was the usual stuff, with an interesting twist here and there. The band was great, nice songs. The singing woman was annoying but the props were cool.

And the animals! Eeek! The lion and tiger were awesome and the doggies! They were shaggier than mine!



That's my wonderful dog, Shaggy. Photo taken in my old house. Can't compare with the shagginess of the two shaggy sheepdogs in the show.

My niece, Megan took pictures with both the tiger and the lion. RM 100 for both!

This would be the epitome of daylight robbery.

And I am so over Pocky. For now. At the moment, my newset obsession would be sashimi! I have never tasted such tasty sashimi as the one at Coffee Terrace! Yummy~!

Also, I'm probably gonna get eye infection, thanks to dad.

Sashimi,

~*JJ*~

National Service

Apparently, I'm not selected to go to NS. Yosh!

I checked using sms and the net already and both say I'm not in. Hopefully it's not a hoax.

Not that I don't like it, but it is kind of a waste of my studies time despite what all those brain-washing articles and adverts say.

Gosh, my mum was happier to hear the news than me.

Which, reminds me, the other day, I was watching Narnia and they had all those advertisments before the show.

One of them was about NS and well, lets just say I hope that either the Ang Mohs next to me weren't paying attention or I suddenly wasn't Malaysian anymore.

Paiseh lah.

The show itself was not too bad, maybe a 7.5 outta a 10. The fighting scences were cool but the plot and dramatics were kinda stupid.

Eh...

No NS for me! I hope,

~*JJ*~

Haircut

Yeah, two posts in a day.

Got a haircut at a new salon today instead of my usual. To be honest, I hate my usual.

It's a salon in Kemuning Utama called E Haircut Studio or something and they give really good haircuts. My old place wouldn't listen to my opinions at all and just chopped my hair away in whatever style they wanted.

This place at least gives opinions and listen to what you have to say. And they're really friendly too. Plus, the results is way better than what I usually get at Fine Touch.

Only fact is, when the hairdresser recommended that I thin out my hair a bit, I said yes. And then, she just went CHOMP CHOMP CHOMP.

Now, its way too thin.

And they had to wash my hair because they couldn't find the shape or something like that. I'm extremely ticklish so I was trying not to giggle throughout the wash.

The thing is, I don't like washing my hair at salons. Because, after that, they will have to blowdry my hair.

It's taboo for me to blowdry because it makes the hair dry in the long run.

But other than that, it was pretty good.



My fringe always looks weird after a cut but I have to to keep it in check. T_T

After the haircut, we went to the supermarket. Saw Haagen Dazs Belgium Chocolate and nearly spazzed out.

Okay, I did spaz out, but on the inside. The price was 30.90 for a measly little cup and that's way outta my budget.

Had to settle with Chipster's Sour Cream and Onion and Chocolate Pocky instead.

I am definitely gaining that weight back.

Sigh,

~*JJ*~

Fat Cow

Because of two effing blisters on my two little toes and a cut on my big toe, I can't jog. Haven't jogged for nearly a week.

Remember when I said I feel like a fat cow? Well, now I feel like two fat cows.

F*ck Hush Puppies. And whatever chapalang brand that pair of wedges was.

I'm just gonna put on all the weight I lost right back on again.

And I think I got fences to mend with a couple of friends.

Darn it,

~*JJ*~